STOP

One step forward,
Ten steps back.
Want to get over,
             get through,
             get better,
             go on,

Stop missing,
Stop caring,
Stop loving,
Stop wanting,
Stop needing,
Stop hurting,
Stop thinking,
Stop crying,
Stop sobbing,
Stop aching,
Stop feeling.

Want to be:
Happy,
Cheerful,
Strong,
Purposeful,
Energetic,
Kind,
Loving>Did I say stop? (only for him)
Caring>Did I say stop? (only for him)
Supportive,
Concerned,
I want to just live my life without him in it.
Without him in my mind,
Without looking everywhere I go.

How?