Getting better everyday.
Yearning never stops.
Missing his touch.
Try to ignore and just go on. Tell myself I'm lucky.
Dodging that bullet!
But once in awhile, just once in awhile.
I'm there in my head.
I breathe him in, my mouth on him, his mouth on me.
So close behind him, so close behind me.
Moving against him, flush from our dance.
He's kneeling over me-stretching my limb, mouth warm and wet.
On my toes, foot, leg.
More sensual, more moving,
Than anything I've known.
Never will be another him for me.